i'm just so tired i could just collapse. came back an hour ago from sending the one and only zig off to the uk. the day before i'd sent sy off to sand diego, and i really felt like crying. tonight was worse. what do you feel if your friend of seven years leaves you and everyone else for three years? it was both tears of joy and tears of sorrow and while my brain is thinking coherently i pray that her flight will be safe and everything will be all right.


if you see this dear, hi!


and i've always wanted to ask that question, you know, like do you still...? but it's too hard.