it's noon and i'm in the library. can't believe it. i've never ended this early before, or rather everyone would have dawdled over lunch and hung around before reluctantly admitting the need to study. what the hell. seven weeks left,


there's so much i've wanted to say. like on monday. i can say what i like, think what i like, but when presented with the situation i can't help myself. especially now that it's been five years since. i keep asking myself, what happened? i can't put it to words, though it was something that became very apparent three years ago. -shrug- again, my post won't make sense to anyone who has known me only afer secondary school.


it's time to get back to renal physio.