i admire some people's tenacity and inner strength. to talk through pain and loss, to be happy when you're sad while everyone bemoans their relatively happier fate. i just feel bad because stats, or rather maths, has almost never been my strong point (i lost any relevant aptitude after psle) so i've been frustrated or bored during her lectures. but it's amazing how she erases all memory of any sadness by just being happy.


now if only i could be like that.