Midway And A Crisis

mumbler is just past the midway mark of medicine sip, and so far, she's been quite happy. it's a luxury looking after only a few patients, and being able to devote time and energy in getting to know them, especially since they are all cancer patients. mumbler knows that when the work starts next may (it had better be may!) she probably won't have the chance to do that, so this experience is really precious.

note to self:
i'm glad the current frivolity will have to end soon. i honestly have no idea what i'm getting myself into with all this. no benefits, no positive outcomes, only a perplexed mind and a confused heart.

(i really have to stop being cyptic, even though i know i can't help it.)